By Myself…

by biscuitinabasket on June 6, 2009

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself (Myself)

-Linkin Park :: By Myself

Time has flown…
and the wounds are healing…
the year has passed on…
I feel as I am moving…

You knock on my door…
You open them again…
It’s like a bad dream…
I pray for it to go away again…

I hurt others in the process…
When I try and push you away…
Your visit is brief…
but you make me weak all the way…

I hit the canvas…
just as you leave me…
The memories of us…
severely depletes me…

I lose myself to remembering the past…
how does one forget whats embedded within…
I’m trying hard to move on…
it’s not so easy… just by myself…

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{ 1 comment }

AD June 7, 2009 at 3:33 pm: just as it is felt you scribbled it on your canvas.
loved it!

related well to it!

and wish for whatever’s best to happen for you to help achieve power over yourself and your feelings.

i learnt it too, it took me long.
but now the heart isnt as anyone’s disposal, it is strong enough to survive a million storms